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by Mary Franzen For two days, two people laid dead underneath a crabapple
tree in the Franklin township of New Jersey. A man and a woman lay in the sun
on the ground with the fallen crabapples that became rotten and eaten by bees
that were still crawling all over them. She hated bees but there was nothing
she could do about it. They smelled bad, the both of them. She was waiting for
someone to come and find them, someone to stumble upon the scene and hurt their
lungs with screaming. While her hand had been on his thigh for two nights and
his arm stretched underneath her torn neck, she wondered if the Sunday paper
would include a picture of them, or would they have to wait until Monday. She
tried to imagine the date, but she wasn’t sure what day it was. May something
1922, that’s all she could think of. Her neck, once long and slender, had been
truncated and her vocal cords were gone. There was no way she could sing on
Sundays now. E’s Panama hat was covering up his face, like he was
sleeping and didn’t want the sun in his eyes. That hat, she had gotten that hat
for E when she was down in Florida with her husband. Her husband had a
reputation at being good at cleaning things up and nothing else. She told him
she was out buying him a gift, he never remembered to ask when he’d get it,
which was fine because he never did. “They call it a
panama hat because you can roll it up and stuff it in one of those cigar
tubes.” “That’s very kind,
but you know I don’t smoke,” E said. “That doesn’t mean
you can’t put it on, you can roll it up and stick it in your pocket when you’re
not wearing it. Look at that,” she pulled the hat down on his head rubbing it
against his bald spots, making sure it was on tight. “It suits you.” “Whatever you say,
darling.” There was a sound behind them, someone who was most
certainly walking, had come to a stop. “Hey, hold it,” A girl said. Just a teenager. “What, baby? I see some bushes over there, we can sit
behind those,” the man said. He was a bit older, just a little too much. “Look over there, do you see those people lying
down?” “I don’t see no one, come on, you’re stalling.” The man
bundled up the sides of her dress in his fists, pulling her closer to him while
he stuck his nose in her hair. “Quit. Look, by the tree. You see them? The black haired
woman and the man in the white suit. Looks like they’re sleeping.” We aren’t sleeping,
please, look at us, we’re not breathing. “Then let’s let them alone and go somewhere else.” “Jimmy, they look strange.” “So what?” The two moved a little closer to the other two on the
ground. “Come on, Pearl, let’s get out of here, do you smell
that?” That’s us, you dumb
fool. They ran, like she thought they would. Jimmy was awkward
about it, taking wide crab steps around the back of Pearl who wasn’t moving
fast enough for him. He was straining himself not to be the first one out of
there. Trying hard to balance being a gentleman and a coward. She walked up the
aisle and saw him at the podium, whispering to himself and making sweeping
gestures with his hands. She could tell that Sunday would be a day where the
sheep got scolded for their sins. “E, take me to the
basement, I have to get home soon and finish up a dress for Charlotte.” “I’m almost finished
writing.” “But you’re not
writing.” E tapped the shiny
top of his head with his finger. “Just a moment.” She took a seat in
the second row pew and put her hands between her thighs. No matter how warm it
was, she felt cold in an empty church. The draft was always on the back of her
neck. She watched more of his gestures and he looked out in her direction, but
he wasn’t seeing her. Officers Edward Ervin and John Todd walked onto the grass
from the road like people who weren’t looking to help anyone. “The girl said they were lying right underneath a
crabapple tree, do you see one around?” Said Ervin. “Is that one? Over there?” Todd asked. Todd had more
enthusiasm, like he had two more cups of coffee than Ervin before they left the
station. “Let’s take a look.” Ervin said. Even his words were
lazy. They walked up to the pair on the ground and Ervin leaned
in while Todd stayed away with his hand
up to his mouth and his fingers pinching his nose. Ervin looked long and hard
at her while Todd looked down at the crabapples. “Does she look familiar to you?” “No, sir, I haven’t seen her.” “You’re still not seeing her, come over here, and lift
the man’s hat, let’s take a look at his face.” Officer Todd lifted E’s hat off his face and more flies
flew away. His glasses weren’t broken, which was miraculous considering he had
been shot in the head. “Don’t know him either.” “Check his wallet.” Todd started opening up E’s pockets, pinching his suit coat and holding it
out between his fingers like he was afraid he was going to catch his death.
More flies came at him. This isn’t right,
this isn’t how this should be done. They’re doing it all wrong. “Edward Wheeler Hall, says he’s from New Brunswick.” “That means it’s ours.” “I don’t know, we’ll have to call up Franklin and
Middlesex, we’re standing on the borders. “How are you
feeling, song bird? Can you sing for us?” “Edward, don’t even
joke about that, she’s just out of surgery. She’ll do it just to make you happy
and you know it.” “I’m sorry dear, I’m
sure she knows that I’m only teasing her, isn’t that right?” “Just worry about
getting your rest so you can get home as fast as you can to that husband and
those darlings. I’m sure they miss you.” Mrs. Hall said while she leaned
forward in her chair, showing her all of the teeth in her mouth. She touched her
throat a little, just enough to let Mrs. Hall know that she was thirsty or in
pain, whatever made her go away. “Do you want some
water? I’ll run and grab the nurse.” Mrs. Hall padded the
bottom of her gray haired bun and straightened her skirt before walking out of
the room. “Edward, you leave her alone.” E kept looking at
her while his wife left them. He snaked his hand underneath the blanket so
just the tips of his fingers were touching her right knee. He looked at her and
she closed her eyes and swallowed. He looked down at the lump in the blanket
and brought the other hand out of his pocket. She moved her knee, just a
little, she wasn’t even sure he knew that anything had happened until she
looked at him and he was staring at her with his eyelids halfway down. “I would.” The words
scratched out of her throat. “What did you say?”
E leaned closer to her, putting his hand flush on her knee, grabbing it to
brace himself. With the Franklin and Middlesex police departments came a
few neighbors who had seen the cars crowding De Russey’s lane. Half a dozen of
them stood around the tree, hugging their arms to their chests and stretching
their necks over each other. A low hum had started. Lots of “have you heard
anything?” and “who are they?” A few people asked “how’d they die” “how’d they
get it?” and a funny man with real sharp elbows said “what’s got them
down?” “I heard they found a bunch of love letters around the
bodies, could be they were fooling around behind someone’s back,” said a man
with his pant legs rolled up. “I haven’t heard of many faithfully married people ending
up in the dirt like this unless the preacher put them in it,” another man said.
“I was talking to a reporter from the Daily and he said
it was Reverend Hall from St. John’s near the river in New Brunswick.” “They arrested somebody already?” “No, he said the dead man was the reverend, didn’t say
anything about who did it. Said the reverend was lying there with a woman, her
neck is all messed up.” “Who’s she?” Please, please say
it. “Didn’t know.” People kept rolling up in their cars, all shiny, like
they had gotten them washed for the occasion. Children in church dresses and
little suits spilled out of them, running towards the crowd. Most of them
stayed within the circle of people, snaking around. Others stood just
outside the group, kicking around rotted
out crabapples and running from the bees that they made angry. “Mama, can I eat this?” “Stop picking things up off the ground, look at all this
mud on your Sunday dress, drop that, right now.” The little blonde girl dropped the spotted crabapple and
watched it roll away from her, down the small hill towards the man with his
camera as he flashed lights at the bodies on the ground. She put her hand in
front of her face and stretched out her fingers while she licked her palm. Her
mother batted her hand away “Mary, stop it, that’s disgusting.” “It tastes sour, I like sour things.” “I’m going to wash your mouth out with soap when we get
home.” The girl clapped both hands together over her mouth and
furiously shook her whole body from side to side. Slowly, some other things were getting picked up or
scratched off and put in pockets. Porkpie men were taking out their little
knives and sticking them into the tree, either taking off the bark or leaving a
few letters. “What do you think
about the plan?” She said. “What plan?”E said. “God’s plan. Do you
think he has one for us?” “A preacher wouldn’t
be worth his salt if he didn’t believe in a divine plan. All of God’s children
have something in store for them, something that is going to touch the lives of
all the rest. Like strand of a spider web. One strand has no idea about the
other strand across the web, but they are both relying on each other for
structure.” “Structure, that’s
the plan then?” “Structure, order,
everyone works together. Like a machine, like a car. You see, you can have a
good engine, but a good engine without the body just sits in the dirt. You need
all the parts. The engine doesn’t know its purpose until it’s done being made
and they put it into the perfect shaped hole. Then the whole picture comes to
life.” “The engine never
knows anything at all.” “It’s just a metaphor.” “It doesn’t work for
me.” “What do you think?” “I don’t know, this
seems out of line.” He moved his hand
from her breast and rolled her so she was facing him. He touched her neck and
then pulled on her ear while he smiled at her. “Do you feel like we’re
sinning?” “This is sinning.” “Do you feel wrong
inside?” “It doesn’t matter.” “But it does, it
matters the most. I’m a man of faith and I believe that this means more than
the shame you’re bringing to it. It’s not necessary, we would be lying to God if
we weren’t together. You don’t feel that?” “I feel it.” “What we do
together, it’s like a prayer. Do you remember what Jesus said? I think about that verse all the
time, when Jesus says ‘wherever two or more are gathered in my name, that’s
where I am,’ I feel Jesus when we’re together. The Holy Light.” As he said the last word, he put
his hand in between her legs and hooked up into her while she exhaled out “Oh,
Christ.” “My sister-in-law goes to St. John’s, she said everyone knew he was messing around with a choir girl,” said a woman with her arms crossed over her breasts. She was clutching at them like she was cold. “Has anyone told his wife? Has she been here today?” “I don’t think so, I heard she’s a few years older than him, and there weren’t any kids.” “Who’s the girl?” “Don’t know.” What good are you? Spreading
gossip that isn’t even yours, helping nobody in the process. They
propped her up on the rollaway stretcher, a rusty thing that seemed like it
would break away with her small body on top of it. A small clearing was made
around the tree. Her head rolled to the right and her eyes were open. She
saw the horrible thing that she didn’t want to know about. The people of the
God-fearing, church-going town had come out for them. The crowd had grown to a
size that looked like half of the world. They had swarmed them and spoke so
fast, they sounded like mean bees. The crabapple tree, the temporary grave
marker had been stripped of all its bark. It looked like an exposed muscle that
people scratched their names into. The people had descended like hornets and
stole its skin for a souvenir. She prayed someone would close her eyes. Mary Franzen was born and grew up in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. She attended the University of Wisconsin-Milwaukee for her undergrad in creative writing and is starting in their masters program for creative writing in the fall. She currently works as a journalist for a local Milwaukee news station. She wishes to continue to learn from the environment that surrounds her and let it influence how and what she writes. |