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by Adrian Fort We
met in a bank. Sure
that we knew each other, you and I. You smiled and I tucked my chin. Your thin
legs were naked under a yellow sun dress and the way you clasped your hands
behind your back made you stoop just a little. You looked nervous, clucking
around like that. "The
feathers never fell so softly," I said. I pointed at the second teller and
smiled back. The
way you looked at me, scared not confused, I knew you knew me. I sat my
briefcase in front of the first teller as you walked to the second. "I
need to make a withdrawal." "Is
this where you save?" the first teller smiled. "All
of it," I smiled, my chest puffed. Opened the briefcase. "Bullets reach about
five-hundred degrees. The worst part of being shot is molten metal tearing
right through you, Love." The
way they always blush before their eyes widen, they turn stiff and sudden like
a spider, that's how you can tell they know before they understand. The
funniest part is how upright they stand after that part, proud to be a taller
target. But the one in front of you is never the one you have to worry about. It's
the others you have to watch. I
knew that but you didn't. So you stood there like them, tall and sweaty. Not
sure where to look, what to do. And
we didn't know each other, you and I. But
everyone in the bank? They knew we knew each other. Your
teller pulled the alarm and I shot him. So
when the brief case was full and I ran, you ran too. When we were leaving I saw
the woman I was supposed to know. She wasn't as pretty and I shot her. This
was my kiss-off job. Nice knowing you, thanks for your soul, lay the eggs and
kick the nest. That job. It
was supposed to be.
You
closed the passenger door and looked at me, the police cars playing our song in
crescendo, your eyes five-shot Americano, your lips caramel latte. They dipped
and soared, plucking my kiss-off and you said-
"de omnibus dubitandum"
I
was driving faster than our song was coming. You listened harder, but we were
flying. It was gone and the day was bleeding out.
You
put your left hand in mine and reached your right out the window, grabbed the
day's windpipe and squeezed to be merciful. The way a good sniper is merciful.
You killed for me like I'd killed for you.
"I
do," you said.
"I
do," I said.
The
sun turned stiff and bled pale and when the sky put on its funeral jacket the
sun became our honeymoon. Where the city kisses the country, that's where you
poured a glass of you for each of us. When I was plenty drunk you grabbed the
wheel then a little of you, sweet and potent, poured on us both. I was still
the speed, still the go, but you were the direction. You couldn't have known I
was an angry drunk before you poured. And the more I drank, the faster we went.
So fast I didn't notice where we were going.
Not
until I heard our song playing in crescendo.
"Your
wings will catch fire."
"The
sun was the first cliché."
"There's
grandeur in this view of life."
"Let
the weakest die."
"I
do."
"I
do."
Flashing
lights, red and blue, crawling toward what I've done. Flashing lights, dead and
true, follied under the horizon.
I
pressed the pedal and you cocked the wheel and we spun fast enough for the tires
to flutter but we never took flight. Just spun all the way around until the car
regurgitated and died. Red and blue growing larger. The car roared back to
life, but we weren't going anywhere.
Our
phoenix facing the flickering false-sun that rose in the distance, I popped the
driver's door, you popped the passenger door, our wings were spread and wide. I
popped the hood and our phoenix screamed into the rising dawn.
From
each other's mouths we learned ourselves, both of us
so drunk, so soaked, we were 100 proof, but more clever still.
And
now we know each other you and I. So we dance. To our song crawling louder, we
dance. Our song plays grander still and when it reaches us we keep dancing,
wings spread and wide, dripping a flammable type of devotion. The funniest part
is how tall we stand.
Bullets
reach about five-hundred degrees.
They're
there, all of those thunderclouds, their boomsticks
readied.
Lightning.
We
don't ignite as much as we explode.
The
feathers never fell so softly. Adrian Fort is a writer from Kansas City, Missouri. He has a Bachelors in English Literature from Missouri Western State University and a Masters in creative writing from Lindenwood University. Follow him on twitter @adriananyway |