Days
stunk as summer went on, the stench luxuriating around the decrepit
high rise. The big insects thrashed and ruled the tower. Residents
clung to the place, their only chance of a view of the city, above it
all in stained rooms, a ragged community forged in the tension of
degradation. Long grassy clumps with razor seed heads sat ready to
leg slash on the wind that ripped through the channels of the warm
labyrinth. The kids wailed between the blocks, scraping their knees
on shank sharp grass blades, scabbed up and restless, sprinting up
and down the dark stairwells.
Jermane
expected every boy from the block to attend the gathering, and some
of the girls too. Ten years the tower block had been his home, his
life span. Most of the other tower kids were around his age, and
they’d want to be invited. Martinique sat by the phone in the small
entranceway, gazing through the open hallway door and into the front
room, her eyes drawn to a table covered in party food. Strong
sunlight lit up the grub. “I hope it doesn’t go off,” she said.
“What
Mum?” Jermane, along the hallway in his bedroom, flexed his
knuckles playing a new survival horror game. The ambient drone of the
soundtrack drowned out Martinique’s volume, Jermane more interested
in fitting in a session on his present than listening to her.
“The
food. The sun’s on it. Bacteria will grow. We’ll end up poisoning
your mates.” Martinique fiddled with the cord of the landline. She
wanted to be rid of the antiquated phone, but there were those from
her past who only knew that number for her. People who never called
unless something was wrong. This day, the day of Jermane’s tenth
birthday, she waited for a call.
The
doorbell rang, and then rang and rang until the flat was packed with
blockers. This is how everyone referred to the local kids from the
towers. The blocker kids.
Jermane
took to the centre, an apprentice kingpin, rat emperor in waiting,
tearing his presents open, coughing and guffawing and giving the
others permission to do likewise. They all knew they were on the
cusp, that this kind of party was on the way out, left to those
younger, not that there were many in the tower block.
All
nervy with the dictates of growth and with few left to follow them,
they returned to their bond and what had been common between them
all, what made the blocker kids tighter than most. Jermane led,
birthday boy, lifting his tee up to his armpit, exposing his side
underneath.
“It’s
not changed for a few months,” he said, “Grew a hair though,
right in the middle. One morning a long, black strand just appeared.”
The other kids leaned in, looking over his bump. Tennis ball-sized,
they all had one somewhere, some growths flatter, some hidden from
view. Benign cysts, the medical people said. Martinique attributed
the growths to waves from the nearby transmitter, and had written to
the council about it years ago, even creating a residents group at
one point. Jermane pushed his t-shirt down. “Alright, give it a
rest you lechers.”
Tez
bowed to Jermane, presenting his scalp, a pronounced bump thinning
his dark hair on the dome of his deputy crown. “It’s been right
itching me lately,” Tez said, “I think it’s getting bigger
too.”
Jermane
examined Tez’s bump intently. “I don’t know. It looks the same
to me.”
Tez
stood up.
“Mum,”
Jermane called, “Come and have a look at Tez. He thinks his growth
is larger.”
Martinique
shuffled by the phone. “I can’t. I’m waiting for the council to
call. It’s important I speak to someone today.” She sighed,
heavily. “I’m sure it’s fine.” Dark circles framed her
bloodshot eyes as they wandered in expectation to the black shiny
telephone on the small side table before her. Before long her head
was in her hands, long worn fingers betraying an involuntary tremble
every so often.
Jermane
couldn’t sleep on his side anymore, so he rose early and went out
before his mum woke. Still two hours before school, he hunched his
way along the throughways at the bottom of the tower, empty at dawn.
A gentle blank light, cloudy white. For breakfast he tucked into a
slice of birthday cake left over from the day before. Dogs barked and
the noise echoed around the towers as he walked briskly between the
buildings. The towers bent down, like sneaky admonishers in judgement
over a flea. People outside the area named them monstrosities.
Jermane skipped across the perfect square of grass and quickly
underneath the overhangs of the concrete walkways, into the side
alley that led to the bus shelter to wait to be shuttled to school.
Three
people stood at the bus stop, but not in line. Each took their place
on the outside of a small circle, looking inwards, and down at the
ground, towards something drawing their attention in the centre. Two
of them were women, factory workers Jermane guessed, frumpy inside
almost identical summer overcoats, pastel peach and apple white. The
other figure was a man, anonymous features, scrawny and middle-aged.
The woman closest to Jermane’s solemn approach noticed him coming
and raised a hand. “Stay there,” she said, eyes rigid. “Don’t.”
Jermane
ignored her, curiosity or an instinct or a prophesy compelling him to
look at the sight.
And
it was Tez, destroyed on the ground, stretched unnaturally, as if
trying to flee into the earth itself, the top of his head carved
away, flesh glistening with black blood in the sunrise; his bump
extracted in shreds, the twisted visible side of his face a bruised
blue.
Jermane
backed off, backwards, across the road, hearing the car horns as he
went until he hit the curb and stepped up it backwards, staying put
on the pavement until the police had arrived, until hours later Tez’s
body was taken away.
When
he got home Martinique hugged him as if she wanted to grow herself
around him, to be a shield for her son. He missed school.
Three
weeks later Martinique escorted him to the school gates. The
corridors bustled with accusatory eyes. Jermane soon deduced that the
blocker kids were under scrutiny; being withdrawn from, as if
infectious. He caught sight of Miche in the canteen, grabbed his
lunch and went to sit with her. They were the only two seated at a
long table and no other pupils chose it, even as the canteen
proceeded to fill. “What’s going on?” Jermane said, keeping his
voice hushed, aware of a few probing glances coming from elsewhere in
the canteen.
“We’re
being ignored. Because of Tez and Fin.”
“What
about Fin?”
Miche
bowed her head and played with her macaroni cheese. “I thought you
knew,” she said, quietly. “After Tez happened. He didn’t handle
it very well. He thought it was because of the growths, you know. He
tried to get rid of his.”
Jermane
placed down his fork. “What d’you mean?”
“He
cut it out of his leg. His mum found him in the bathroom. I heard he
lost too much blood.”
Jermane
pushed his tray forwards, appetite extinguished. “That’s why none
of us can have these things removed. All our growths are connected to
a major artery or vein. I’m sure he knew that. You know that, don’t
you Miche?”
“Yeah.”
She sighed.
“It
makes no sense.”
Miche
reached around to her lower back, scratching at the elongated welt
sitting close to the base of her spine. “No. It doesn’t. And now
everyone thinks we’re cursed.”
Jermane
left school late, kept back by one of the teachers, called on to
assist in returning the assembly room chairs to storage after another
emergency gathering. Under fading light, made murkier by the presence
of the towers surrounding, he flew from the bus stop, driven by a
rumbling stomach, across the grass square. Reaching the doors to the
stairwell he realised he hadn’t thought of Tez at the bus stop this
time, the image of his friend relived everyday since he’d seen him
dead there. Jermane’s footfalls reverberated around the vacant and
enclosed stairwell as he climbed. Sometimes when they echoed back it
sounded as if someone climbed the steps alongside him.
At
the flat partition between the floors he stopped. The low light of
the high window was dulled further by black and green mould encrusted
onto old frosted glass, where underneath a woman sat crouched facing
the corner, back to him, head almost between her knees. She wore a
smart close-fitting navy jacket and her hair shortly cropped and
blonde. He thought he recognised her from somewhere. Her head nodded
back and forth a little.
After
a few seconds Jermane cleared his throat. “Are you alright?”
The
woman jolted in response to his voice, standing up and closing her
knees, tidying her smart matching skirt over light tights. She turned
quickly and went to pass Jermane, ice blue eyes avoiding his. As she
reached the first stair that would lead her downwards she paused
before taking it, Jermane still watching from beneath the window. Her
nostrils elevated and she flared them to inhale two precise and
subtle sniffs of the air. “Ripe,” she said. She exhaled, drawing
it out indulgently, and rotated her head to look at Jermane, her
smile growing to reveal oversized sharpened teeth. Frozen, Jermane
blinked and she was upon him, moving her head underneath his blazer,
tearing through the white cotton shirt, a cool liquid secreting from
her mouth, teeth in him and him falling but as if onto a cushion, a
sweet narcotic consuming his body, his light breaths tainted with
fiery bliss, the music of the stairwell, the devourer of the growths.
The woman from the council.
Rebecca Gransden lives on an island. She is published at X-R-A-Y, Burning House Press, Muskeg, Ligeia, and Five:2:One, among others. Her books are anemogram., Rusticles, and Sea of Glass.